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Submitted by: Peter Russell

Submit Date: 2004-09-28

Mysterious Light
A Scientist's Odyssey

By Peter Russell

Never did I imagine that spirituality would be so important in my life. Throughout my childhood and student years I always thought I would end up as a scientist.

I loved science. I loved discovering how the world works, why the sky is blue, what makes the wind blow, how sound travels through the air, how electric currents flow, why iron rusts, why things expand when heated, how plants know when to bloom, how we see color, how a lens bends light, why planes can fly, how a rainbow forms, why snowflakes are six-pointed stars.

The more I discovered, the more fascinated I became. At sixteen I was devouring Einstein and marveling at the paradoxical world of quantum physics. I delved into different theories of how the universe began, and pondered the mysteries of space and time. I had a passion for knowing, an insatiable curiosity about the laws and principles that governed the world.

I was not, however, a materialist, believing that everything could be explained by the physical sciences. By my mid-teens I had developed an interest in the untapped potentials of the human mind. Stories of yogis being buried alive for days, or lying on beds of nails, intrigued me. I dabbled in so-called out-of-body experiences and experimented with the altered states of consciousness produced by hyperventilating or entraining the brain's alpha rhythms with pulsating lights. I developed my own techniques of meditation, though I did not recognize them as such at the time.

Nevertheless, my overriding interest was still in the physical sciences, and, above all, mathematics. Thus, when it came to choosing which subject I was to study at university, the choice was obvious. And when it came to deciding which university I should apply to, the choice was again clear: Cambridge. It was, and probably remains, the best British university for studying mathematics.

The Turning Point

In my third year, I was exactly where I thought I would want to be. Stephen Hawking was my supervisor. Although he had fallen prey to the motor-neuron disorder known as Lou Gehrig's disease several years earlier, the illness had not yet taken its full toll. He could walk with the aid of a cane and speak well enough to be understood.

Sitting with him in his study, I found half my attention would be on whatever he was explaining to me (such as the solution of a particularly difficult set of differential equations), while my eye would be caught by the hundreds of sheets of paper strewn across his desk, on which were scrawled, in very large handwriting, equations that I could hardly begin to fathom. Only later did I realize these papers were probably part of his seminal work on black holes.

On more than one occasion, a spasmodic movement of his arm would accidentally send most of the papers sliding to the floor. I wanted to get down and scoop them up for him, but he always insisted I leave them there. To be doing such groundbreaking work in cosmology was achievement enough. To be doing it with such handicaps was astounding. I felt both extremely privileged and very daunted.

So there I was, studying with the best of minds in the best of universities, yet something else was stirring deep inside me.

My studies in mathematics and quantum physics explained how the entire material universe could have evolved from the simplest of the elements–hydrogen. Yet the most fascinating question for me had now become: How had hydrogen–a single electron orbiting a single proton–evolved into a system that could be aware of itself? How had the universe become conscious?

It was becoming clear that however hard I studied the physical sciences, they were never going to answer this deeper, more fundamental, question. I felt a growing sense of frustration, manifesting at times as depression. I found myself reading more about mind and consciousness, and less able to focus on my mathematical assignments.

The Best of Both Worlds

My tutor must have sensed I was not at ease in myself and approached me one day to ask how I was doing. I shared with him as best I could my confusion and misgivings about my chosen path. His response surprised me: "Either complete your degree in mathematics [I was in my final year] or take the rest of the year off and use it to decide what you really want to study." Then, knowing how hard it would be for me to make such a choice without a deadline, he added, "I want your decision by noon on Saturday."

Saturday, five minutes before noon, I was still torn between my two options, struggling with feelings of failure, and a sense of wasted time. In the end, I surrendered to an inner knowing that I would not be fulfilled continuing with mathematics, and that I really wanted to take the rest of the year off. By late afternoon I had packed, said a temporary farewell to my friends, and was on my way, with only uncertainty ahead.

During the next six months I produced light shows, worked in a jam factory at night, and from time to time pondered my future career.

After exploring various options I returned to Cambridge to study experimental psychology; it seemed the closest academic approach to understanding consciousness. Whereas clinical psychology involves treating those who are mentally ill at ease, experimental psychology is concerned with the functioning of the normal human brain. It includes the study of the physiological process of perception and how the brain builds up a picture of the world. It encompasses learning and memory, the brain's control of the body, and the biochemistry of neuronal interactions. Understanding the brain seemed a start in the right direction.

So I found myself able to continue pursuing my interests in mathematics and physics, while at the same time embarking on my exploration of the inner world of consciousness.

Today, after thirty years of investigation into the nature of consciousness, I have come to appreciate just how big a problem the subject is for contemporary science. We all know, beyond any doubt, that we are conscious beings. It is the most intimate and obvious fact of our existence. Indeed, all we ever directly know are the thoughts, images, and feelings arising in consciousness. Yet as far as Western science is concerned, there is nothing more difficult to explain.

The 'Hard Problem' of Consciousness

The really hard problem–as David Chalmers, professor of philosophy at the University of Arizona, has said–is consciousness itself. Why should the complex processing of information in the brain lead to an inner experience? Why doesn't it all go on in the dark, without any subjective aspect? Why do we have any inner life at all?

This paradox–namely, the absolutely undeniable existence of human consciousness set against the complete absence of any satisfactory scientific account for it–suggests to me that something is seriously amiss with the contemporary scientific worldview. For a long time I could not put my finger on exactly what it was. Then suddenly, about four years ago on a flight back to San Francisco, I saw where the error lay.

If consciousness is not some emergent property of life, as Western science supposes, but is instead a primary quality of the cosmos–as fundamental as space, time, and matter, perhaps even more fundamental–then we arrive at a very different picture of reality. As far as our understanding of the material world goes, nothing much changes; but when it comes to our understanding of mind, we are led to a very different worldview indeed. I realized that the hard problem of consciousness was not a problem to be solved so much as the trigger that would, in time, push Western science into what the American philosopher Thomas Kuhn called a "paradigm shift."

The continued failure of science to make any appreciable headway into this fundamental problem suggests that, to date, all approaches may be on the wrong track. They are all based on the assumption that consciousness emerges from, or is dependent upon, the physical world of space, time, and matter. In one way or another they are trying to accommodate the anomaly of consciousness within a worldview that is intrinsically materialist. As happened with the medieval astronomers, who kept adding more and more epicycles to explain the anomalous motions of the planets, the underlying assumptions are seldom, if ever, questioned.

I now believe that rather than trying to explain consciousness in terms of the material world, we should be developing a new worldview in which consciousness is a fundamental component of reality. The key ingredients for this new paradigm–a "superparadigm"–are already in place. We need not wait for any new discoveries. All we need do is put various pieces of our existing knowledge together, and consider the new picture of reality that emerges.

Consciousness and Reality

Because the word "consciousness" can be used in so many different ways, confusion often arises around statements about its nature. The way I use the word in this article is not in reference to a particular state of consciousness, or particular way of thinking, but to the faculty of consciousness itself–the capacity for inner experience, whatever the nature or degree of the experience.

A useful analogy is the image from a video projector. The projector shines light onto a screen, modifying the light so as to produce any one of an infinity of images. These images are like the perceptions, sensations, dreams, memories, thoughts, and feelings that we experience–what I call the "contents of consciousness." The light itself, without which no images would be possible, corresponds to the faculty of consciousness.

We know all the images on the screen are composed of this light, but we are not usually aware of the light itself; our attention is caught up in the images that appear and the stories they tell. In much the same way, we know we are conscious, but we are usually aware only of the many different experiences, thoughts, and feelings that appear in the mind. We are seldom aware of consciousness itself. Yet without this faculty there would be no experience of any kind.

The faculty of consciousness is one thing we all share, but what goes on in our consciousness, the content of our consciousness, varies widely. This is our personal reality, the reality we each know and experience. Most of the time, however, we forget that this is just our personal reality and think we are experiencing physical reality directly. We see the ground beneath our feet; we can pick up a rock, and throw it through the air; we feel the heat from a fire, and smell its burning wood. It feels as if we are in direct contact with the world "out there." But this is not so. The colors, textures, smells, and sounds we experience are not really "out there"; they are all images of reality constructed in the mind.

It was this aspect of perception that most caught my attention during my studies of experimental psychology (and amplified by my readings of the philosophy of Immanuel Kant). At that time, scientists were beginning to discover the ways in which the brain pieces together its perception of the world, and I was fascinated by the implications of these discoveries for the way we construct our picture of reality. It was clear that what we perceive and what is actually out there are two different things.

This, I know, runs counter to common sense. Right now you are aware of the pages in front of you, various objects around you, sensations in your own body, and sounds in the air. Even though you may understand that all of this is just your reconstruction of reality, it still seems as if you are having a direct perception of the physical world. And I am not suggesting you should try to see it otherwise. What is important for now is the understanding that all our experience is an image of reality constructed in the mind.

Unknowable Reality

Because our perception of the world is so different from the actual physical reality, some people have claimed that our experience is an illusion. But that is misleading. It may all be a creation of my own mind, but it is very, very real–the only reality we ever know.

The illusion comes when we confuse our experience of the world with the physical reality, the thing-in-itself. The Vedantic philosophers of ancient India spoke of this as "maya." Often translated as illusion (a false perception of the world), the word is more accurately translated as delusion (a false belief about the world). I suffer a delusion when I believe that the manifestations in my mind are the external world. I deceive myself when I think that the tree I see is the tree itself.

If all that we ever know are the images that appear in our minds, how can we be sure there is a physical reality behind our perceptions? Is it not just an assumption? My answer to that is: Yes, it is an assumption; nevertheless, it seems a most plausible assumption.

For a start, there are definite constraints on my experience. I cannot, for example, walk through walls. If I try to, there are predictable consequences. Nor can I, when awake, float through the air, or walk upon water. Second, my experience generally follows well-defined laws and principles. Balls thrown through the air follow |precisely defined paths. Cups of coffee cool at similar rates. The sun rises on time. Furthermore, this predictability is not peculiar to my personal reality. You, whom I assume to exist, report similar patterns in your own experience. The simplest way, by far, of accounting for these constraints and for their consistency is to assume that there is indeed a physical reality. We may not know it directly, and its nature may be nothing like our experience of it, but it is there.

To reveal the nature of this underlying reality has been the goal of the physical sciences, and over the years they have elucidated many of the laws and principles that govern its behavior. Yet curiously the more deeply they have delved into its true nature, the more it appears that physical reality is nothing like we imagined it to be. Actually, this should not be too surprising. All we can imagine are the forms and qualities that appear in consciousness. These are unlikely to be very appropriate models for describing the underlying physical reality, which is of a very different nature.

Take, for example, our ideas as to the nature of matter. For two thousand years it was believed that atoms were tiny balls of solid matter–a model clearly drawn from everyday experience. Then, as physicists discovered that atoms were composed of more elementary, subatomic, |particles (electrons, protons, neutrons, and suchlike), the model shifted to one of a central nucleus surrounded by orbiting electrons–again a model based on experience.

An atom may be small, a mere billionth of an inch across, but these subatomic particles are a hundred-thousand times smaller still. Imagine the nucleus of an atom magnified to the size of a grain of rice. The whole atom would then be the size of a football stadium, and the electrons would be other grains of rice flying round the stands. As the early twentieth-century British physicist Sir Arthur Eddington put it, "matter is mostly ghostly empty space"–99.9999999 percent empty space, to be a little more precise.

With the advent of quantum theory, it was found that even these minute subatomic particles were themselves far from solid. In fact, they are not much like matter at all–at least nothing like matter as we know it. They can't be pinned down and measured precisely. They are more like fuzzy clouds of potential existence, with no definite location. Much of the time they seem more like waves than particles. Whatever matter is, it has little, if any, substance to it.

Somewhat ironically, science, having set out to know the ultimate nature of reality, is discovering that not only is this world beyond any direct experience, it may also be inherently unknowable.

The Paradox of Light

With hindsight, my decision to study theoretical physics along with experimental psychology was definitely the right one. They provided two complementary directions to my personal search for truth. Theoretical physics was taking me closer toward the ultimate truths of the physical world, while my pursuit of experimental psychology was a first step toward truth in the inner world of consciousness. Moreover, the deeper I went in these two directions, the closer the truths of the inner and outer worlds became. And the bridge between them was light.

Both relativity and quantum physics, the two great paradigm shifts of modern physics, started from anomalies in the behavior of light, and both led to radical new understandings of the nature of light. For example, in relativity theory, at the speed of light time comes to a stop–in effect, that means for light there is no time whatsoever. Furthermore, a photon can traverse the entire universe without using up any energy–in effect, that means for light there is no space. In quantum theory, we find that light has zero mass and charge, which in effect means that it is immaterial. Light, therefore, seems to occupy a very special place in the cosmic scheme; it is in some ways more fundamental than time, space, or matter. The same, I later discovered, was true of the inner light of consciousness.

Although all we ever see is light, paradoxically, we never know light directly. The light that strikes the eye is known only through the energy it releases. This energy is translated into a visual image in the mind, and that image seems to be composed of light–but that light is a quality of mind. We never know the light itself.

Physics, like Genesis, suggests that in the beginning there was light, or, rather, in the beginning there is light, for light underlies every process in the present moment. Any exchange of energy between any two atoms in the universe involves the exchange of photons. Every interaction in the material world is mediated by light. In this way, light penetrates and interconnects the entire cosmos.

An oft-quoted phrase comes to mind: God is Light. God is said to be absolute–and in physics, so is light. God lies beyond the manifest world of matter, shape, and form, beyond both space and time–so does light. God cannot be known directly–nor can light.

The Light of Consciousness

My studies in experimental psychology taught me much about the basic functioning of the human brain. Yet, despite all I was learning about neurophysiology, biochemistry, memory, behavior, and perception, I found myself no closer to understanding the nature of consciousness itself. The East, however, seemed to have a lot to say about consciousness, and so had many mystics, from around the world. For thousands of years they had focused on the realm of the mind, exploring its subtleties through direct personal experience. I realized that such approaches might offer insights unavailable to the objective approach of Western science, and began delving into ancient texts such as the Upanishads, The Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation, The Cloud of Unknowing, and works of contemporary writers such as Alan Watts, Aldous Huxley, Carl Jung, and Christopher Isherwood.

I was fascinated to find that here, as in modern physics, light is a recurring theme. Consciousness is often spoken of as the inner light. St John refers to "the true light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world." The Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation speaks of "the self-originated Clear Light, eternally unborn . . . shining forth within one's own mind."

Those who have awakened to the truth about reality–whom we often call illumined, or enlightened–frequently describe their experiences in terms of light. The sufi Abu'l-Hosian al-Nuri experienced a light "gleaming in the Unseen. . . . I gazed at it continually, until the time came when I had wholly become that light."

The more I read about this inner light, the more I saw close parallels with the light of physics. Physical light has no mass, and is not part of the material world; the same is true of consciousness. Light seems in some way fundamental to the universe, its values are absolute, universal constants. The light of consciousness is likewise fundamental; without it there would be no experience.

This led me to wonder whether there was some deeper significance to these similarities. Were they pointing to a more fundamental connection between the light of the physical world and the light of consciousness? Do physical reality and the reality of the mind share the same common ground–a ground whose essence is light?

Meditation

Hunting through my local library one day, I happened upon a book titled The Science of Being and Art of Living by Maharishi Mahesh Yogi. This was the Indian teacher who had recently made the headlines when The Beatles renounced their use of drugs in favor of his technique of Transcendental Meditation, or TM for short. Little knowing how much this work would change my life, I added it to the pile of books I was borrowing and took it back to my study. There it sat, unopened, on my desk for two weeks. Finally I got around to taking a further look. Within minutes it had my attention. Maharishi was saying the exact opposite of just about everything I'd heard or read on meditation; yet it made sense.

To give just one example, most of the books I had read on meditation talked about how much concentration and effort it took to still the restless mind and discover the deep peace and fulfillment that lies within. Maharishi looked at the whole matter in a different way. Any concentration, the least bit of trying, even a wanting the mind to settle down, would, he observed, be counterproductive. It would be promoting mental activity rather than lessening it. He suggested that the reason the mind was restless was because it was looking for something–namely, greater satisfaction and fulfillment. But it was looking for it in the wrong direction, in the world of thinking and sensory experience. All that was needed, he said, was to turn the attention 180 degrees inward and give the mind a technique that helped it settle down. Then, in that quieter state it would begin to taste a little of the fulfillment it had been seeking, and would be spontaneously drawn on to deeper levels of its own accord.

Maharishi's ideas appealed to my scientific mind. They were simple and elegant–almost like a mathematical derivation. But the skeptic in me was not going to take anything on faith. Just because something is written in a book, or because some famous person says it, or because many others believe it, does not mean it is true. The only way to know how well his technique worked was to try it.

Journey to India

As soon as I completed my undergraduate degree, I earned some money driving a truck, then set off in an old VW van for India (it was the sixties, after all). My destination was Rishikesh, an Indian holy town, about 150 miles north of Delhi, at the foot of the Himalayas. The plains of northern India do not gradually rise up into mountains, as in the Alps; the landscape looks more like the Rocky Mountains in Colorado. One moment it is flat, the next there is mountain. Rishikesh nestles right where plain turns into mountain, and at the very point where the Ganges comes tumbling out of its deep Himalayan gorge.

On one side of the river was Rishikesh the bustling market town, its crowded streets a jumble of stalls, honking cars, bicycle rickshaws, and bony cows. On the other side was Rishikesh the holy town. The atmosphere here was very different. There were no cars for a start. The one bridge across the river–a suspension bridge strung high across the mouth of the gorge–was deliberately built too narrow for cars. Along this side of the river, and sprinkled up the jungle hillsides above, were all manner of ashrams, each with its own architectural style and spiritual inclination. Some were austere walled quadrangles lined with simple meditation cells; others gloried in lush gardens, fountains, and brightly colored statues of Indian deities. Some were centers for hatha yoga, others taught meditation or followed the teachings of a particular guru.

About two miles down river from the bridge was Maharishi's ashram, the last habitation before the winding track disappeared into the jungle. Here, perched on a cliff top, a hundred feet above the swirling Ganges, were half-a-dozen bungalows, a meeting hall, dining room, showers, and other facilities providing some basic Western comforts.

Here, just over a hundred of us, of all ages, from many countries, had gathered for a teacher training course. Many were like myself, recent graduates and looking for intellectual understanding of Maharishi's teachings as much as experience of deep meditation. There were PhDs in philosophy, medical doctors, and long-term students of theology.

Over the coming weeks we listened to Maharishi talk at length, and asked question after question, virtually interrogating him at times. We teased out everything, from the finer distinctions of higher states of consciousness and subtle influences of meditation to the exact meaning of various esoteric concepts.

Pure Consciousness

Even more important than our growing understanding of meditation was the opportunity to deepen our experience. Initially we meditated for three or four hours a day. As the course progressed, Maharishi gradually increased our practice times until we were spending most of the day in meditation–and much of the night as well. He wanted us to have clear experiences of the states of consciousness he was describing.

During these long meditations, the habitual chatter of my mind began to fade away. Thoughts about what was going on in meditation, what time it was, what I wanted to say or do later, occupied less and less of my attention. Sounds outside no longer triggered images of monkeys playing games on the roof. Random memories of the past no longer flitted through my mind. My feelings settled down, and my breath grew so gentle as to virtually disappear. What thoughts there were became fainter and fainter, until finally my thinking mind fell completely silent. In Maharishi's terminology I had transcended (literally gone beyond) thinking–hence the name "Transcendental Meditation."

Indian teachings call this state samadhi, literally "still mind." They identify it as a fundamentally different state of consciousness from the three major states we normally experience–waking, dreaming, and deep sleep. In waking consciousness we are aware and experience the world perceived by the senses. In dreaming we are aware and experience worlds conjured by the imagination. In deep sleep there is no awareness, either of outer world or inner world. Samadhi they define as a fourth major state. There is awareness, one is wide awake, but there is no object of the awareness. It is pure consciousness–pure in the sense of being unmodified by thoughts and images–consciousness without content.

In terms of the video projector analogy, this fourth state of consciousness corresponds to the projector being on, but without any data being fed to it; only white light falls on the screen. Likewise, in samadhi you know consciousness itself, in its unmanifest state, before it takes on the many forms and qualities of thinking, feeling, and sensory experience.

One further quality of this state of consciousness marks it out from all our normal states. When you are in this state you discover a sense of self that is more real and more fundamental than any you have known before. You are no longer an individual person, with individual characteristics. Here, in the complete absence of all normal experience, you find your true identity, an identity with the essence of all beings and all creation.

Looking for the self is rather like being in a room at night with only a flashlight, looking for the source of the light. All you would find would be the various objects in the room that the light fell upon. It is the same when we try to look for the self which is the subject of all experience. All we find are the various ideas, images, and feelings that the attention falls upon. But these are all objects of experience; they cannot therefore be the subject of the experience. For this reason, the self cannot be known in the way that anything else is known.

Universal Light

We can now begin to see just how close are the parallels between the light of physics and the light of consciousness.

* Both are beyond the material world. And both seem to lie beyond space and time.
    * Both seem intrinsically unknowable–at least in the way that everything else is known.

And both are absolutes. Every photon of light is an identical quantum of action, and the foundation of every interaction in the universe. The light of consciousness is likewise absolute and invariant. It is the source of every quality that we ever experience. And its essential nature is the same for everyone. Since it is beyond all attributes and identifying characteristics, there is no way to distinguish the light of consciousness in me from the light that shines in you. In other words, how it feels to me to be conscious–that sense of being we label "I"–is the same as how it feels to you. In this sense we are one. We all know the same inner self.

I am the light. And so are you. And so is every sentient being in the universe.

Mystics have spoken of this inner light as the Divine Light, the Cosmic Light, the Light of Light, the Eternal Light that shines in every heart, the Uncreated Light from which all creation takes form.

Once again the phrase "God is Light" comes to mind. But now God begins to take on a much richer and more personal meaning. If God is the name we give to the light of consciousness shining at the core of every sentient being, and if that pure consciousness is the very essence of self, then it is only a short step to the assertion that "I am God."

Consciousness and God

To many, the statement "I am God" sounds ridiculous. God is not a human being, but the supreme deity, the almighty, eternal creator. How can any lowly human being claim that he or she is God? To those of a more religious disposition, the statement may sound heretical, if not blasphemous. When the fourteenth-century Christian priest and mystic Meister Eckhart preached that "God and I are One," he was brought before Pope John XXII and forced to "recant everything that he had falsely taught." Not all were so lucky. The tenth-century Islamic mystic al-Hallaj was crucified for using language that claimed an identity with God.

To those who do not believe in God at all, such statements are meaningless, the symptoms of some delusion or pathology. They might have been tolerable a couple of hundred years ago, but not in the modern scientific era, where God seems a totally unnecessary concept. Science has looked out into deep space, across the breadth of creation to the edges of the universe. It has looked back in "deep time" to the beginning of creation. And it has looked down into the "deep structure" of the cosmos, to the fundamental constituents of matter. In each case science finds no evidence for God; nor any need for God–the Universe seems to work perfectly well without any divine assistance. Thus anyone talking of a personal identity with God is clearly talking nonsense.

That is where I stood thirty years ago. Now I recognize that I was rejecting a rather naïve and old-fashioned interpretation of God. When we look to mystical writings, we do not find many claims for God being in the realm of space, time, and matter. When mystics refer to God, they are, more often than not, pointing toward the realm of personal experience, not something in the physical realm. If we want to find God, we have to look within, into the realm of deep mind–a realm that science has yet to explore.

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summerized many things Ive been pondering for most of my life, and may have given me an idea of what to go back to school for. Will we ever find answers to these questions? doesnt matter I guess. the questions point us into the mystery, into an expanded state of awareness. Like Alan Wolf pointed out in the film, its more important to be in the mystery than in the know. My biggest problem so far in my lifetime has been that I get really distracted from a consistant path of deepening awareness by all the human drama in the world. Ive so often succumbed to the dreadful feeling that human beings are destined to self destruct and take most of life with them. kind of that whole Jedeo-Christian flawed humanity thing. I get enraged by ignorance and apathy. Often that rage is turned inwards when I examine my own follies. Ive felt paralysis more than a few times when considering the notion that my life might actually serve to liberate others from ignorance. Ive asked myself countless times why I should have to make the world a better place when I didnt screw it up in the first place. Of coures if you follow the idea that were all consciousness, then I guess I (universal) did screw it up. But like Russell points out in this article, consciousness may be universal but the world we collectively experience is divided into billions of subjective perspectives. What would it be like if we were really all one in our experience of reality? I guess there wouldnt be any reality. I guess its the diversification of experience that gives life its substance. Maybe theres more potential for beauty to manifest when we are all grounded in our own individual embodied minds. There certainly is more potential for disaster. I guess the two complement each other.
by: dankkss@hotmail.comthis little light of mine Im goin to let it shine ... let it shine... let it shine ... let the divine shine .... light and consciousness hmmm some sweet connections....I have heard of the oneness as expressed in subatomic form but attributing it to light is very nice
by: cheramb@yahoo,comVery good article. Since the beginning of the reality that we all experience was the Hyper-expansion of a Super Symmetrical Singularity (David R Varner 1998), the initial state of all the space/time was max potential and min matter. This can be seen as a very high pressure energy. It is this condition, or back pressure of non-materialized energy that is the media of consciousness. In other words, we are adrift in a sea of consciousness and the sea is so deep that the pressure upon the matter is very high. As matter (from the sub-atomic to the complex bionic) evolves or creatively generates new forms, the pressure of the non-materialized energy is flowing through it. It is this flow of non-materialized energy that we interpolate as our consciousness. We are connected basically within the overall field effect of the super-subatomic (below Planks constant) energy of our universes creation. This field effect first measured by Bell Labs was created within the first trillionth of a second of the Hyper-Expansion and filled the entire ultimate space/time potential. From that instant on, consciousness has been flowing into the rapidly expanding material. From the energetic center of the Super Singularity outward this explosion is what we see as our universe. The consciousness is already in all the space/time, and as material continues to expand and interact within it, consciousness flows through the creation. Thanks, drv
by: ask@mindmodem.comPeter Russells observations are right on. The basic assumption that consciousness evolved from material existence must also be subject to question. Almost three years ago I questioned the accuracy of modern physics. I found that early scientists erred in giving some units single dimensions of charge and other units distributed dimensions of charge. According to Charles Coulomb, all units of charge must be distributed in order for the inverse square law to work. Applying this observation to quantum physics has led to a complete paradigm correction that actually shows the material Universe evolves from an incredibly powerful quantum force equal to 1.21 x 10^44 newton. This single force is directly responsible for gravity, electrostatic force, and the strong force. All of this is mathematically demonstrated in a new book I have just written and which is now on its way to publication. www.16pi2.com When looked at properly, the data from actual physics measurements clearly show evidence for the existence of God. Also, the reductionism of the Universe reduces to dimensions, which have characteristics more similar to mind than matter. The Universe does not reduce to smaller pieces of matter as in the fictitious Zenos Paradox. As this new phyiscs theory becomes known to the public, it will become apparent that the Eastern mystics were right all along in most respects. The timing of What the Bleep is uncanny considering the material in this new book called Secrets of the Aether. I had no idea this movie was being produced when I wrote it. Yet my book provides the solid physics to support the quantification of consciousness and show how consciousness (God) gave rise to the material Universe.
by: noetic@volantis.orgthx for sharing that with me sir
by: I understand what you are describing only because I’ve experienced it. I woke up, followed my usual indoor routine before taking the dog out. I opened the back door, the dog hurried past me into our fenced backyard, and I reached for a cigarette and lighter, preparing to step out onto the concrete slab. Even before I stepped outside I could see the intensity of the colors of the leaves. Wonderingly, I stepped outside, unlit cigarette in my left hand, lighter in my right. My eyes explored the brilliance of the grass, tree leaves, and the pines off the right side of our property. The colors seemed to vibrate. I seemed to vibrate. I saw energy passing from branch to branch, tree to tree. I saw energy rippling from my flowerbed. For a moment I was distracted by my cigarette and lighter. I recognized something profound was happening and didn’t want it to end, but I backed into the garage and set those items down and realized that although the intense colors and vibrating visible energy seemed to be going on outside, I was still part of that energy. I stepped back onto the slab. I remember thinking: we (the trees, plants, sky) are all part of the One. There is only One. The sensations lasted for several minutes. First, I felt out of the energy loop. Slowly the vibrating energy faded from my view. Finally, the colors seemed less intense although they remained unusually sharp. It was a profound experience, a confirmation of what I long reasoned to be true. I entered the usual human state of trying to analyze this experience, but quickly turned away from it. I felt that for whatever reason I had experienced first hand the essential nature of life and if I never had another, I was content to die; all my questions about life and the nature of life had been answered. I was and remain at peace.
by: fgarrett@tampabay.rr.comPeter did get somethings right. God is light. But then God is everything, including dark. In all matters of Transcendence the ancients have made their points: Refer the matter to authorities. In Sanskrit, mahajana yena gatah sa pantha or follow the great souls. There is also Vedic pramana or evidence. There must be some system of checks and balances before one can take a leap of faith. So, my point is this: Who are the authorities we should follow? and which of the immaculate Vedas do we follow? Both the great souls and Vedas are consistant. One substantiates the other. The Mahajanas recommend the puranam amalam or spotless Purana, Srimad Bhagavatam as the best evidence for inquiries into the Absolute Truth. The Bhagavatam refers to the line of teachers proceeding with Narada Muni, who is the guru of Vyasadev, who compiled all the Vedas. Naradas line of teaching comes down to this world in a line of realized souls, not mere intellectuals. That line is living in the personalities attesting basically to Gaudiya Vaishnavism in the world today. If one consults directly with such living masters he will see that the Absolute Summon Bonum is Brahman, Paramatma and Bhagavan-three in one. All pervasive-spiritual light, localized infinite being, and the Supreme Lord, Personality of Godhead, the latter being all inclusive.
by: bvavadhut@gmail.comI am totally amazed by this new door that has always been there and is now opening, I Thank You ! To this whole ethos of thought,After watching to film and what I have read so far has injected me with consciousness drive and refreshment, I have only read the first seven paragraphs of this, and every instance of what I was absorbing and understanding, triggers super thought analogies. as am very limited to my vocabulary and grammar in general(believe me I am trying my best I also have a low attention span so as you are reading this I have changed and amended this many times to try express perception ), maybe someone can tell me that this intuition I get, maybe this is misguided thought patterns ,I have just basic high school education .I have always had an super charged feeling of consciousness , maybe I think too deeply and should study a structured education in science ect for me to keep this comforting feeling of purpose,(please advise I am a totally open to constructive gifts) Consciousness Physical (tuner on the radio creates the electrical/chemical embryo on its journey for it’s final destination into it’s final an element of our final consciousness, it observers and is influenced it is the gateway parent and child of electrical and chemical Electrical (Interpreter and influencer often merging out of the physical orb in a timeless and gravotaionless existence with a reality fabric of an undetermined wisp of waves, chatting in the taxi in the house of commons debating with chemical on it’s journey to consciousness’ It may of flagged down the taxi standing with chemical , it may of called the first taxi to pick up chemical on the way , it may of thought about picking up chemical but totally forgot only to join to Journey at any point of th consciousness soup ) Chemical (Influencer of physical outcome sharing a taxi with electrical , sometimes Physical calls the taxi for chemical, sometimes for both chemical and electrical, sometimes electrical is already in the taxi reflecting back before the taxi was even thought of by Physical , it is in there debating with chemical reflecting back about being in the cab reflecting back again, like 2 mirrors square and adjacent to each other ,it randomly moves spasmodically into the reflection it wishes to view and exist in, also it’s electrical reflection has the same nature ,The Chemical/Phyical road is only the road that this taxi can ride on and is constantly in debate , physical relations guiding the eventual consciousness amalgamating to our eventual conscious soup as with the other 2) Sub-Consciousness I am trying my best. Please give your opinion
by: This is the most beautiful form of expressionism I have ever encountered, a liberation of thought, the words I have read even though I have only read 5 paragraphs in Peter Russell’s content and the comments made in both the positive and negative comments show that there is a universal language in this journey that does not need anything else but our own intuitions in all forms of existence and reality we are tuned into, The concept and structure of this ethos lubricates free thinking, I am so glad that I do not feel on my own or going insane, this has made my time in my physical tuner that is now interpreting my signals in to a more understandable and unconfused state of consciousness ,creating a sense of alignment with myself, my chosen perused subject, Thanks to Eveyone!!!
by: SenioRem@googlemail.comPerhapse the waves of possibility that they speak of in quantum theory ARE the waves contained within light of our world as well as in the mind.
by: local boy 0803@yahoo comAn excellent aritcle, however, if the writer would refrain from using the term physical and substitute phenomena instead, he would come much closer to the truth. Consciousness is nomena (subjective) while the objective is phenomena. Retsama
by: this little light of mine Im goin to let it shine ... let it shine... let it shine ... let the divine shine .... light and consciousness hmmm some sweet connections....I have heard of the oneness as expressed in subatomic form but attributing it to light is very nice
by: Wow, I feel as though I can empathize with your experiences! I too started out with a love of science, eventually became more interested in math (though not quite as interested in physics as you appeared to have been) and wound up at Cambridge-Cambridge, MA that is (MIT). And now I feel as though I dont know what Im doing here because it seems to be a dead end as far as understanding/appreciating reality/consciousness.. other than examining and making analogies between math and consciousness (like those of the late Franklin Merrell-Wolff). So now I am feeling ready to quit. Anyway, thank you for your essay!
by: Thank you!T loved your every word..This year two people that I love so much, Pass Over..And I Notice , and felt The Sun To be a Brighter Light, Everything I looked at, and everything WAS Brighter..I saw, and felt the Brightness, inside, as well as inside. The Light Was Brighter.. Peace
by: Shoefitter@adelphia.netSorry about that, what I was trying to say is, I felt the the BRIGHTNESS INSIDE OF MY BODY AS WELL AS OUTSIDE MY BODY.. Thanks again for allowing me to share the Light!
by: Shoefitter@adelphia.net

I loved the projector anology, so cooool! But in the para preeceding there was an erroneous remark and therfore this comment. Indian teachings do not speak of three states of conciousness but five. At least according to Pathanjalis yogasutra, whose authority on yoga, meditation, samadhi and the sorts is for lack of a better word the authority text. He outlines conciousness (actually citta-vritti) as five, with two states, affective and nonaffective, they are 1.Direct(Pramana) 2.Inverse(Viparyaya) 3.Sleep(Nidra) 4.Imagination(Vikalpa) 5. Memory(Smrthya). Yoga samadhi being the sublimation of these fluctuating states not unlike a projector not without any feed but with all possible feeds such that the final projection is a uniform complete steady projection with no movement, this being accomplished with everything fed having a cancelling negative counterpart, as in the interference bands of Youngs double split light experiment. But in the end he wants one to be as if in no feed, no power, projector state where there is not even a static screen being projected, ?A black hole like phenomenon.
by: ninetydynine@yahoo.comThere is consciousness and superconsciousness as per the Vedic aphorisms,nityo nityanam chetanas chetananam. The negative side of conscious realizations by way of the ascending path of intellectualism is identifying totally with the Source of consciousness, when in fact the Source is always and forever unlimited and ourselves always and forever limited-the infinite and the infinitesimal. We could also describe consiousness in terms of the self and Self. One is in the world, conditioned by falsely identifying with matter and the other One, totally free from the control of nature. We should rather follow the better examples of conscious integration by surrendering to the Superconsciousness which although described in the Upanishads and Vedas as living in the same body, still controling all and independent.This forms the descending process of realization which is much more lucrative for those of us with short lives and capacities to fathom the unfathomable.
by: If consciousness is not some emergent property of life, as Western science supposes, but is instead a primary quality of the cosmos–as fundamental as space, time, and matter, perhaps even more fundamental–then we arrive at a very different picture of reality. We know, from many experiences of having somehow ceased being cognitively conscious only to later waking up to a reinstated Consciousness, that any kind of Consciousness requires that we are alive. We also know from experience that any content and intensity of Consciousness is a transient phenomenon. And, we can only presume, *for all we know*, not just an emergent phenomenon but a vastly complex evolved pattern in brainspacetime. Hence, what we ought to pay more of our always self-regulatory and almost always *neurotically motivated* (or, expressed more in dEPTh with help of a couple of concEPTs that are implicitly insightfully integrative, AEVASIVEly CURSES-handling) self-regulatory, and too seldom sanely social-regulatory, actention focusing energy on, is the task of trying to understand the psychobiology of selective unconsciousness. It is possible to in a more unifying way than usual understand and reveal this insidious aspect of how we are and have become this way. (What is usual is here exemplified by the by Peter Russel produced product of an inEPT philsophical preoccupation.) To do so, one has (for starters) to be suitably perverted, percEPTive, and otherwise prepared enough to recognize and concEPTualize (or accEPT and adopt the concEPTs for) the kind of adverse lifetime challenges [adverse selective pressures in the phylogeny of fauna - pressures that not the least involved our pre and protohuman ancestors] that induce, and that in our phylogeny did as if implore (or required) in order to ensure the reproductive survival of the individuals that went on to become the constituents of our lineage] brain states in which cognitive and emotional/affective levels (or modes) of Consciousness are automatically (and as if preconsciously) cancelled by a hibernatory (self-inhibitory) function/adaptation *so specific* as to affect only some pain-awareness mediating synapses. %-] Peter
by: eimc_internetional@ozemail.com.au

I was told, that God was the GREAT FIRE and WE each of us, the human life was the tiny sparks from that GREAT FIRE..
by: Shoefitter@adelphia.netThe paradigm shift of realizing the importance of consciousness is one I have become familiar with from another source and the idea of consciousness as a projector is one that is also not new to me, however the explicit nature of the essay I found to add to my understanding and put the shift into gear ahem I am not going to say trigger it lol
by: cheramb@yahoo.comregarding resamas positive comment I would like to say i agree that Peter Russells Oddysey is excellent in many ways though I differ with Resama amd understand Peter in outlining the paradigm shift to be saying essentially that consciousness is not subjective at all ....quoting from Peter RussellIf consciousness is not some emergent property of life, as Western science supposes, but is instead a primary quality of the cosmos–as fundamental as space, time, and matter, perhaps even more fundamental–then we arrive at a very different picture of reality. As far as our understanding of the material world goes, nothing much changes; but when it comes to our understanding of mind, we are led to a very different worldview indeed. I realized that the hard problem of consciousness was not a problem to be solved so much as the trigger that would, in time, push Western science into what the American philosopher Thomas Kuhn called a paradigm shift.
by: cheramb@yahoo.comLight: no time, no space, immaterial. This is the closest I have been to grasping (whilst gasping at) the omnipresence of the Biblical God; that man was made in the image of God. Russell writes, I am the light. And so are you. And so is every sentient being in the universe, but are only sentient beings light? I am God uttered from a person may offend, may empower a person with false self esteem, may provoke thought.... I am God uttered by man, exclusively for man, forgets the rest of creation. Gods omnipresence, is that light? That man is set apart from the rest of creation, is that the image of God? The poetry of the first 2 chapters of Genesis talks about the seven days of creation and how God rested on the seventh day. The theory that we are still living in the sixth day and that the rest of the seventh day has not been, that it will be the end of the physical world as we know it, was brought to my attention for the first time a couple of years ago. Thence it has affected my ongoing pontification about time with which we restrict ourselves. A friend of mine giving a lesson, to a school, on insects in our environment and the evolution of land, flora and fauna over millions of years was met with the following comment from an 8 year old, but the world is only 40 000 years old. It was one of the few times she has ever been speechless and unable to come back with a comment. If light has no time, if God is light, then how can we use our linear measurement called time? It is like measuring the intensity, journey, origin and destiny the wind by the paper fan I hold and flap in my feeble hands.
by: admin@samikins.netPeters end summation of looking within brings forth another question as well. Can the techniques used make such a journey be used in reverse, to view the universe without the stored pictures, viewing just the cosmic light if you will? Interesting food for thought.
by: Are you the same Peter Russel that has writen books on Remote Viewing? And are you a member of the Monroe institute in Virginia that has produced the Hemisync sound waves?
by: FarzodS@aol.comAssuming Peter Russells interpretation of conciousness as being analagous to the light from the projector to be correct, I dont see how the question of What is conciousness? is answered. If the images are our thoughts and perceptions, is the projector our mind? Assuming conciousness is the light which is God, etc... what creates the light in the first place and why is it even created to begin with? Why do we have/need conciousness? Knowing that our conciousness is light, what are we supposed to do with it? We define our reality, but how are we to define our ethics? It seems that this line of thinking asks more questions than it answers.
by: Assuming Peter Russells interpretation of conciousness as being analagous to the light from the projector to be correct, I dont see how the question of What is conciousness? is answered. If the images are our thoughts and perceptions, is the projector our mind? Assuming conciousness is the light which is God, etc... what creates the light in the first place and why is it even created to begin with? Why do we have/need conciousness? Knowing that our conciousness is light, what are we supposed to do with it? We define our reality, but how are we to define our ethics? It seems that this line of thinking asks more questions than it answers.
by: I loved the initial conclusion of meditation the best. I have never been able to meditate for similar reasons. Any attempt at observing breathing/heartbeat invariably led directly to an immediate alteration of either. Even worse, each alteration was accompanied by a sudden unexplainable fear, just increasing heart rate to the point of increasing thought, not lessoning thought. The base problem stemmed from a state of observance. The movie altered this dramatically the other day. How can you regulate breathing in an attempt to perform some meditative exercise as an observer? Seeing the depiction in the film helped bring mass. After the movie, upon laying down for bed I remembered attempts at beginning meditation. As I would expect, the usual thing happened. However, there was a significent difference. Concentrating on counting alone finally removed conscious awareness of control. This was totally new. Two days later the rememberence of it popped into my head while watching commercials inbetween two movies. On a whim I decided to observe my breathing. No thought at all was given to controlling it, just observing it. Imagine my surprise and elation to discover I was observing it without any alteration or fear at all, something completely unheard of before. Then to read the meditation realization included here, something I think I was finally realizing myself, although not in so many words.
by: Adding to Mr. Russell’s projector analogy (light = consciousness and context, film = thoughts and content) is how a hologram is created. When laser light shines on a holographic film, at a precise angle, a 3-D image appears. It has been theorized that the world “out there” is simply holograms of our own making. If so, perhaps our own light of consciousness/awareness shines on, or through, our thoughts/feelings/beliefs (film) and produces (or projects) 3-D “reality?”
by: dimension05@sbcglobal.net“In one way or another they (Western Scientists) are trying to accommodate the anomaly of consciousness within a worldview that is intrinsically materialist. Yes, like trying to fit a round peg into a square hole. Not only does it not work, but it cannot work. To me, this statement expresses the validity of this forum and the importance of the movie - the validity of how many, many people feel about the world in relation to the info of What The Bleep (ie. being in the mystery and not being in the know) - the validity of why “Bleepers” think a lot about consciousness, feel passionately about it, and talk a lot about it. One person has said, what do we do with all this talk of consciousness? True, what does one actually do, with the BODY, about this consciousness talk? Perhaps, it’s not so much about what one DOES with the body, but rather paradoxically being more AWARE in the mind that consciousness, light, the light of consciousness, is the cause of what we end up doing in the body (effect)? And, if consciousness/light is the true cause and actions are the true effect (and not the other way around, i.e., our “normal” posture that actions from the body are the cause and consciousness is the result of our actions), then “…we never know light directly” makes more sense. If we are erroneously reversing cause and effect, and if “all we ever see is light,” then of course we would not directly know either 1) light or 2) the images from the “film” and the projections on the screen “out there.” We, of course, would feel isolated. So, the meaning of all this consciousness/Bleep talk, to me, is to assist in not feeling so isolated.
by: dimension05@sbcglobal.netYou people need more sex.
by: Hmmm, lol! More sex...I have 8 children..I would think Im over sexed..Love it! Shoefitter~get it!?
by: Why doesnt it all go on in the dark, without any subjective aspect? Why do we have any inner life at all? Answer: Whilst Consciousness, or any other manifestation of What Is - going on, is ultimately forever to elude rational and reductionistic scrutiny (IOW - consists of a core of absolute mystery), it simply may not be possible for any universe to exist in which evolution of highly motile organisms in a complex and dynamic biosphere does not tend to accumulate a correspondingly complex and dynamic on the whole originally sufficiently adaptively aware, ditto feeling, and ditto sensorimotorially actentive responsiveness [that is ~= the 3 lines or levels (gross anatomically divided à la McLean) of Consciousness - the common denominator (N.B. *not* the only determining neurophysiological factor) is simply that all (levels/modes/contents/intensities of which) are energized by the firing of reticular activating type neurons in brain-matter patterned spacetime] within individually alive interactive pattern (such as a person) in/of such biospheres?(!). %-] Peter
by: eimc_internetional@ozemail.com.auEither the year 2000 or 2001, I had something strange take place inside of me, my mind I guess. It started like this: Every time I watched a music video, I notice that a lot of them..were about or created around WATER, either it was a cup of Water, or someone swimming in WAter or being splashed, or there was a hose ..my point is that for some reason that year I notice everything had to do with WATER..Not only around me but it seemed within me also. Like when one of my children would ask me for a glass of Water,something strange would come over me, like, I would feel hmmm,fuzzy no wiggle inside of my head,or if I was taking a bath, and I put the Water to my face,or when something came up about Water..I seemed to get this strange feeling,like Wiggle Water inside my head, mind..and it would take me, flip me into what I was thinking to be a moment into my past or someplace different..I really felt the change..It went on for awhile, I became scared and called my sister-in-law one day and told her what was happening..And she said WOW! Thats great, nothing to worry about dear, it simply means your on the right track, like post marks..your doing as planed. Your on the right road so to speak..Okay, if you say so..Well you know with that..My symptoms seem to go away..It was not until this year when I was reading some of my fathers books that I came across the meaning of paradigm shift..I was thinking maybe , just maybe I was feeling a physical shift inside my consciousness..Im thinking not only is the universe shifting, but I was feeling a shift in my conscious also..(A Universal,universe,physical conscious shift) What do you feel about this,and would my experience be considered a form of paradigm shift ?
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